Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Update on the Outdate
It's beginning to look like the other side of this has dropped off and so has this side. Two sides make a whole thing. It looks like the whole thing has dropped off. I don't get much time to write or maybe all of my hangups stop me. V, on the other side found a life it seems. I'm going to miss her, this land of no life was quite entertaining, and here I exist all alone now. Truly I have a life, a busy one, an existent one, a dull boring to tell about one, one that keeps me content. That perhaps is the reason I don't write. If I wanted to be interesting or readable I would certainly have to embellish.
A long time ago in a land far away, just down the street and around the corner, I was a whole different person. I was barely recognizable, or maybe now I am barely recognizable to then. It's amazingly intriguing in a sometimes "I wish I didn't know me" sort of way. I mostly try not to let my mind wander backwards but it often gets out there on it's own and ends up drifting behind me. I reach back, give it a tug and let it decide if it wants to keep up or not. It seems to be following me around much better than it used to.
To summarize, I've been enough people in my life so far to form a small gathering and call it conflicting company rather than an all out Saturday night party. I am evolving to the place I will be content, at least until I forget who I am due to old age or some other act of nature. Evolving is the key word, not revolving or regressing, evolving is in more of a forward light-stepping, slow moving direction. I find myself reaching less and less often for those sharp blades of memory and guilt and living more and more in the moment. Progress? I should say so!
Goodbye V! Good luck on your adventure! Good bye me, good luck on your forward moving momentum. Someday I won't tell you all of the details. No worry, I will be back...all of me.
A long time ago in a land far away, just down the street and around the corner, I was a whole different person. I was barely recognizable, or maybe now I am barely recognizable to then. It's amazingly intriguing in a sometimes "I wish I didn't know me" sort of way. I mostly try not to let my mind wander backwards but it often gets out there on it's own and ends up drifting behind me. I reach back, give it a tug and let it decide if it wants to keep up or not. It seems to be following me around much better than it used to.
To summarize, I've been enough people in my life so far to form a small gathering and call it conflicting company rather than an all out Saturday night party. I am evolving to the place I will be content, at least until I forget who I am due to old age or some other act of nature. Evolving is the key word, not revolving or regressing, evolving is in more of a forward light-stepping, slow moving direction. I find myself reaching less and less often for those sharp blades of memory and guilt and living more and more in the moment. Progress? I should say so!
Goodbye V! Good luck on your adventure! Good bye me, good luck on your forward moving momentum. Someday I won't tell you all of the details. No worry, I will be back...all of me.
He who rejects change is the architect of decay. The only human
institution which rejects progress is the cemetary. ~Harold Wilson
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